PERHAPS YOUR HEART IS MECHANICAL
Sometimes people don’t mean to hurt you with their words
They are just incapable of knowing that they hurt.
YOU CHEW PEOPLE UP AND THEN SPIT THEM OUT
You are a predator and you have trapped me
The fear of losing you
Cripples me
Like the echo of your silence!
THE MIRROR CRACKED
I have said goodbye a thousand times
And in a thousand ways
Yet still you are here using space in my heart,
in my thoughts
Under my skin.
I glance at my shattered reflection and see you
mirrored in my eyes.
THERE IS ALWAYS A POINT OF IMPACT
Stand at the edge of the abyss
I dare you
Stand at the of the abyss and stare down into
The fall of then nothingness
Stand at the edge of the abyss of love
and feel the terror
Consuming you-like a burning flame
It draws you closer....closer....closer
FALL....SLOWLY
THE WAY THE SAND FEELS BENEATH YOUR FEET
I always make the time
To listen to your insecurities
To your pain
But i feel your distance
When I need you to do the same.
We're sharing the same space
But we are parted by the ocean.
FACES CAN HAUNT YOU
You have the propensity to lift me to the stars
that need the velvet night
To shine so brightly
Or shatter like crystal as you consign me to the
Emotional hell of my nightmares!
THE CINEMA OF LOVE
Counting times you said I love you
Counting times you didn't feel it
Counting times you wished you were with her
Feeling love, pain, loss, confusion...
Feeling empty, hollow and alone
WHAT CHANGED
I sometimes wonder
Do you visit your memories too
The dream of love we once shared.
The time we stopped being children and discovered a
Personal magic all of our own.
What happened to us to our visions and dreams?
EFFIGIES
I had a million thoughts to share with you
But you were never there
You were always chasing someone, something more
I was always second best
WHEN I THINK OF YOU
Are you watching me as I hurtle down the road to self annihilation?
I can’t stop the momentum
So I just keep moving forward
Into the oblivion of self annihilation.
You used to send me names of songs to tell me how much you loved me
But you also sent them to others
sometimes the music ends!
YESTERDAY WAS FILLED WITH SWEET
MELODIES
YOU CAN DIE FROM LOSS OF BLOOD
Sometimes I haemorrhage words of love
to someone who does not want to listen
Someone who I know doesn’t care
But I still haemorrhage
SOMETIMES YOU HAVE TO SET IT FREE
You have pulled and pulled at the strings that bind me to you
I dance, I jump, I run, I collide at your pull
your mindnumbing control
and all the time I resent you!
YOU CAN DIE MORE THAN ONCE
The dagger should have been made from venetian glass
But it was made with shards of ice from lying words
Thrust into the heart and twisted
over and over and over
Each turn- more pain......but no blood
That had been extracted slowly........
over months before!
STATIONS ARE FILLED WITH NEW BEGINNINGS
Each day that passes finds me more lonesome, lost than the one before
The world I've lived in for so long
I'm finding was just a world of dreams
I'd like to find the answer to the question
WHO AM I/
but it just keeps slipping by.
